on my facebook, my twitter, u can always see me posting nonsense things about relationship. but no one really knows how's my actual relationship. some will even think what i wrote is rather disgusting. but love is blind, i never think that it's disgusting. im jz writing something real about my feeling.
my frens who know me well, will know im a emotional kid, i say kid bcos i admit that i act like very childish when comes to relationship. this is my first problem... i can be very down the whole day if something unhappy happen, even im in a class. i can jz do things on my own without talking to anyone.
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second, i cant control my feeling towards someone. i like and love . but once i like or love someone, i will be unable to climb out from the love trap. it's trap. buy why there's a trap? easy, bcos i dig the hole myself! i know this sounds very silly but yes, im jz a love sick fool.
i am willing to do anything to the one i care and love, i m willing to sacrifice. hey don say that im jz saying. this is why i said im stupid. i do everything for someone, but at the end that person might not even know and not even like me. i can love someone that i never meet, this is dangerous. i know. and maybe we are jz fren, but i will feel jealous when this person hang out with other ppl or commenting with others on fb.
silly isn't it?
i read something from my fren that day "SOMEONE CAN NEVER HURT YOU IF YOU DIDNT GIVE THAT PERSON A CHANCE". very right isn't it? i was asking my fren last night, how will this world turn to be if there's no love? will everyone live together peacefully? or is there a way a day? well u should know even if we love each other, we still can have quarrel and fight. and it's good for u to know, the most terrible fight, where we were hurted the most, is come from the person who we love the most.
i thought of a song "Anyone of Us" by Gareth Paul. Have u ever understand deeply the meaning of every lyrics in this song? it's about Don't wanna lose you. another line: Anyone can hurt someone they love. listen to this song: click here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NPDwhjhIyY
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love? or not to love? both can contribute to argue and fight. will u get immune if u have gone through all these? i believe not.. i myself had been experiencing it for several times... but im jz getting myself tired afterall. i ever thought of stop fall in love... will the problem stop as well?? NO. u will always need a companion, especially when u r lonely.
u will be missing the single life when u r in love; and u'll b missin the feeling of being in love when u r single.....
my advise to all my beloved readers and followers, love urself before u can love others. never do stupid things like commit suicide or cry for a person who dunno ur value, this is one example of loving urself... don end up like me, who wasted a lot of time on meaningless puppy loves...
from Geo,
(drafted at 3.30am)
