My weakness --> English?!

Yes, readers. Ur eyes are not lying. I'm very weak in English, undoubtedly.

When i read something written by my friends, using bombastic words and extremely perfect with 0 error of grammar, i feel down. how could i've been chosen for studying TESL? when i 1st received the course, i didnt think how tough it is... after my first exam's result released, it was quite disappointing. Hurm... Seeing my classmates score high points, i felt very down. they are like deserve for doing TESL. but i'm not.

I always knew that my vocabulary isn't wide enough to provide me for a better essay. and my grammar mistakes will always be there. trying so hard to improve, reading some English articles from Reader's Digest. But still.... how can i do better in my English?!

Why i'm not given Maths? Why i'm not given CHINESE???!!!! yes! 中文！my favourite language... its position will always be the 1st in my heart... aww... sadly i cant study u, chinese. T_T ohhh... chinese.... i'm the Descendants of the Dragon! 

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 My Chinese Books ... muaxxxxx

no matter how hard i study my English, it will always be that terrible >.< but i've no choice, i'm in the middle of the sea of English. Four more years i've to sail before reaching my destination... haiz.... oh English... what can i do so that i can love you more?!

P.S. 爱中文，别放弃我们的母语！

Bad Habits!

I heard some weird rumours spreading around... haiz.. why people are so keen to know what happen to others? yeah i admit somehow i'm like that too... but it isn't good for u to spread it after u know some secrets... it's more worse if u twist the fact...

Human: after knowing their own results, they will ask others through many methods... either legally or illegally... lol... it's ok if they keep it for themselves only... but ppl tends to be more "三八/kepo" by telling others what they know... then start to compare... then look down for the worse one... either themselves or others... some hypocrite even insult each other... then if that fellow defends, they will attack back by saying "the one who eat chillies will feel spicy".. lol... really funny...

this is the world of college teenagers nowadays... i'm not pointing to anyone... like what people say: the one who eat chillies will feel spicy... hahahahahaha... back to my result... i score 3.5... 3.5 okay? i appreciate with it but i'm not satisfy... with the score range in my class is 3.31-3.75... 3.5 really not satisfy me... but it does hit my goal at first... promise will do better next time... if so and so can score this point, then i must do better.. shhh... don't tell others... 

next year i'll having 3 exams... 2 semester exams and MUET... i score band 4 for my previous MUET... due to the expired date, i've to resit for it... omg... can u imagine??? resit an exam bcos of it's expires... haiz...

going back to college soon... dislike the competitive atmosphere... ewww!!!

冬至+Xmas+New Year

Today is Winter Solstice Festival. Wishing everyone Happy Winter Solstice!^^ 冬至节快乐! So... have u eaten Tang Yuan (汤圆)? well i quite miss the moment while i was a kid. i will join my cousins to rub Tang Yuan... that's when i stay together with my uncle... now my mom only get the-ready-cooked one from town... since there are only 3 of us in my family... old story mentions that u hv to eat as much as ur age... but i'm wondering who will do that? since Tang Yuan is not enough for a teenage, unless u r old folks can eat up to 40-100 pieces.. hahaha... Here are looks of Tang Yuan...

This one if typical Malaysia type of Tang Yuan

From [http://store.pchome.com.tw/iceicebaby/M02890685.htm]

Other types of Tang Yuan

From [http://www.nipic.com/show/1/55/1016f747e9f2fc43.html]

I never celebrate Christmas. Though i know almost whole world are celebrating it. I bet it's very interesting at foreign countries like Singapore and even Taiwan. Children will receive gifts from their parents but will always think it is Santa Claus who give them. Teenagers love to celebrate Xmas with their couples... but i never do that... i wish to... (shy) ... Here are Xmas song played in piano... very nice..

9 more days to welcome 2011... is it nearer to 2012 the end of the world? lol... well don mind to tell u, i quite afraid of it will happen.. hahahha... hey don laugh... some prophecies will never exist  if no one trust it right... hehehe... what's ur plan for 2011? i've got mine...will sit for MUET on mid year... jeng jeng jeng.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!!!

lupp dupp.. lupp dupp..

i've been waiting since previous month... and it only released today...

fuhh...

i woke up at 9am (so early)... straight away on my ipg's official website, then come along with my disappointment, the result havent updated... haiz... then i fall slept back... hehe...  keep on refreshing and refreshing the website.. 

finally... 11 sth... 

it appears to me.

at first.... i was ok with it.. at least hit my target..

slowly... i feel sad... that consider low if compared to other options...

thanks lor for my frens who give me advices... 

i appreciate my results but not satisfy...

however, next year a new beginning, and i've set a target for it! For my sisters... well done and keep it up! we'll be more struggle for the coming challenge...

p.s. i don think i hv to post my result here right?

final month of 2010

another year gone...


recalling back my love history in this year, haiz.. what a shame... have to forget all those useless memories... put it as my lessons... not fall in love easily... 2 weeks already i've been single... yuhuuuu~~ enjoyable period for me.... no one care for me, but doesn't matter, coz i dnt hv 2 care for others as well..

3 more weeks return to my institute... humph! lazy... going back to such place... nothing much to enjoy... i only miss my sister... oh where are my sisters...??? a photo here for them.. kikikikiki... oh ya results... how's my result..?? suppose coming out in these few days.... waiting.. waiting.. impatiently.. arghhhhh.... whether returning with pride or shame, will know soon...

few changes of me in this holidays... becoming LAZY... erm.. i mean lazier.. i admit that i always lazy... ehehehe... hopefully no anymore function looking for me the coming year. i wish to keep quiet and stay far and away from anyone and anything... huhuhu lazy... lazyyyyyyyyyyyy.. lazy to socialize.. lazy to organize... hurm... still, got the blog of my class need to handle... wat the... hmmm~!! tiring!! can i retire???? PLEASEEEEE~~~

well... less than 2 months to go.. go where? CNY la haiyo... CNY mood.. yuhuuuu!!! ^O^ my cny songs are my companion along the holidays... hehehe typical chinese.. though not much chinese like cny celebrity nowadays.. lol... funny isn't it? young chinese nowadays keep themselves further n further from the traditional culture... not going to elaborate more... disappointed.. >.<

Sorry for being lazy updating this blog... huh! LAZY again... just keep in touch with my twitter ;) chow!

p.s. 2moro is my big day!